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dun wish to kip hide from mum..
i noe she supecting liaoz de..
i noe she worrying..
jus tat she dun wan say..
jus kip telling me cnt tis n tat..
coz age tis n tat...
then a lot of things
can c that she's trying to console herself..
i rly wish i could tell her the truth..
bt by telling the truth = doom
everytime when she talk abt that then i will say dun wan to talk to u liaoz..
i dun wish to answer her..
though i act as nth bt then i know it very well myself
i can feel tat she trust me n wish i din lie to her..
i rly duno wad to do..
i wish i could tell her the truth..
but it means the end?
i dun wan to bluff them..
if i tell my mum, she sure will ask us break de..
wad to do?!!
i think she should by now can guess ba..jus that she dun wan to face it..
or else she wun tell me so much liaoz..
i love my life for what it is now..
i dun wan any changes le..
nw is the best..

she told me tat
me only 14 he 20 le..the age gap so big..
-i wish to tell her tat age isn't a problem..
then nw wads important is study..
- i wanted to say tat if nt for him i wun change so fast n so much
she asked me dun dissapoint her
- i wish i could tell her tat ther's nth wrong..i rly love him
from her eyes i can tell tat she hope there is rly nth between me n him
i dun wan to make her sad..make her worry about me..
i tell her = break
i oso dun wan tat..
i duno wad will i do if rly force to break?
bak to the original me?

i wonder when will she accept?
i dun wan to hurt her..i had hurt her much enough liaoz..

-xy-
i love him
i dun wan to let go..
i miss him..

thanks to that bitch..for helping me being famous..very thank you..-.-