many things happened recently.
common test is comming, but there is still so many bad things happened
firstly, tio a red card offence liao lor. gg
for wad reason? attire hair, WANDERING AROUND CORRIDORS( WTF, we only wanted to go bak class after changing. was after bell ring lar. BUT ANYTHING WRONG WITH THAT?)
so got another reason for dm to talk cork wif parents and tis n tat lor
fine -.-
tdy xxx cried. coz dm talk cork.
guess wad she said. she said we 5 are the only ones who have inproper hairstyle and attire. wtf?!!and of coz a lot other nonsence that i dun wish to talk about.
please. open your eyes and see the whole sch.
secondly, friendship problem
thirdly, study problem
yea. he did said it. my gp, Mr foo.
i friendly asked him y he wanna see my dad.
Mr Foo : if you know how i feel u should noe wad will i tell.
Me: HAR? i dun get it.
Mr Foo: u were always sleeping in class, xiyuan.u noe how the teacher will feel?
Me: i also duno why i sleep lor. i dun understand de thing teacher talking so accidently feel asleep -.-" (nt only i sleep k)
skip skip. too long story.
here's come the main point
Mr foo: how much u get for the sc subjects?
me: just past only lo
Mr foo: just past and u r still not paying attention in class.bla bla bla( start not focusing of wad he talking, forgettting wad i said too)
i walked away with a nvm.
he called me but i din not turn bak
no point

i hugged sheenee TODAY!
1st time. she was stunned
few of classmate gathered around me. asking y i cry
din rly explain much
i knew tmr i will forgot.
i shant forgt how my dear teacher told me.
how he touched on sensitive stuff that i dun lik
went out of class, meet natalie, xl and jr.cry again -.-

on the way out sch, saw lilin and accompany, she was angry -.-
cheer up ok?

after what happened recently, instead of striving hard, i seemingly lost hope in myself towards studying.wads my goal anyway?

-xy-
xy misses him

i feel so lost, and lonely sometime.

nobody seems to be able to get into me