trying to control my tears. this i nid learn frm lilin.
lots of diff emotion filling me up.
wondering why somebody so chio.
wondering why others so slim.
wondering wad my life will be if all of tis nvr had happen.
wondering hw long can i hold his so tight.
wondering why i cant face th reality. it seems so cruel.
wondering lots and lots.
i really nid somebody to lean on.
once again i am lost.

-xy-
xy miss him