just finished having heart to heart talk with my mum
feeling just a little tinny winney litlte guilty, i think
guilty about what me and dear did behind them.
but.i dun wanna leave dear.at the same time do not wish to dissapoint my parents
what should i do.
had been thinking these nonsence for quite sometime, often ending with no conclusion.

despite having exams, im still thinking of such thing?! omg!
tis matter kinda trouble me much.
im stuck in the middle not knowing what to do ok!somebody guild me?
no matter how much i ask, it is a never ending question.
its just a hole without a land to land on.
you will just keep falling and falling, deeper and deeper.

life is never a bed of roses.
im totally stressed out by tmr amaths end yr. seriously do not know why it made me too stress.
well, perhaps too competative le ba.
the light and the dark.
can i say that i quit?

being in the middle in the sea feeling lost.. there's a storm coming...

-xy-
xy loves him