Saturday, October 31, 2009

one and only me

celebrated natalie bday today. well. it's a mess i could say. 30th of oct. 30.10. hmm somehow related to 13 doesnt it?told u its my suay number -.-
well. tdy, i know what are frens for. she's dissapointed. so am i. well. i feel for her.

skip skip

went to jack place for lunch.
natalie and i changed out of that fking stupid ugly uni.
stayed in the toilet for quite some time
had some heart to heart talk with her.
i know she's the happy one today.


tried to cheer this girl up! but well. i cant totally understand how she feels. so ya. tried my best. ppl drink " jiao bei jiu" we " jiao bei icecream" lor. the wine kip for her future husband perhaps?


went to en quan hse there. well. lester bought cake for her. in the end after bday song... this happened...

why are u out here! its not hungy ghost fest! shoo!

some rdm pics we took before she turned lik that.

upcoming haristyle perhaps?




anyway. today had deveral rounds of qurrel.
with jie rui and dear.
well. friends.... hmmm. speechless.
my dear lilin emo-ing tdy too.
well. a failure as a frens- me.



meet dear after that. they went block catching and off to lester de hse.
well. i be gd girl. i went back home about 6+
suddenly felt that i've totally changed to a diff person.
rarely i took a pic of me. which showed me similar to the old me. other than looks, its the feeling the picture gives me which im familiar with.


anyway. i must carry on.and im tired of it now.

xy method to stay happy
every night just before sleeping. close your eyes. tell yourself tmr will be better. deep down from your heart. tell yourself that. next morning, look at the mirror. tell yourself again. tdy would be nicce. perhpas it will cheer u up.

xy method to forget
to stay strong there is a lot of thing u would need to accept and face. so its important to forget and carry on. my way in forgetiing is by sleeping. tell yourself.after u wake up, everything shall be gone. practice it. and soon, getting used to it only brings benifits.

never try never know. perhpas it only apply for me but...
till here then

-xy-
xy loves him

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